she told me that she regret rejecting someone.

and thought of that person.

that moment i was so soft like a melting chocolate, lying on my bed.





so disappointed to know that i got no chance.




my heart has broken into pieces.

ok reader...guess what??

im getting busier and busier everyday in this friggin holidays...


goddamnit i dun even got time to hang out and socialize.

dont believe me??imma so gonna tell u my daily routine.




- wake up

- facebook

- lunch

- msn + facebook

- dinner

- tuition

- dota + youtube + msn + facebook

and last but not least ,


TIDUR





guys...see how bz i am??

hell yea i know tat.



BYE !


oh ya by the way,


FML !

i hate mosquitoes -__-"


BYE !

I feel sorry...

and bad...

VERY bad...

I hope that my god will always send me a fairy or angel or wadeva shyt for a private counseling...

Seriously, I need that badly :(

i would like to dedicate this song to YOU.

yes,its you and ONLY you.

here's the song...




I think of awhile ago
We might have had it all
I was so stupid then
You needed time to grow

But now just as things change
As well my feelings do
In time things rearrange
I am so sick of chasing you

But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace
This time I'll get it right
It's not a change of taste
I was the one there last night

You have your other friends
They were there when you cried
Didn't mean to hurt you then
Best friends just won't leave your side

But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace
This time I'll get it right
It's not a change of taste
I was the one there last night

When I needed you most
When I needed a friend
You let me down now
Like I let you down then

So sorry, it's over





Goodbye <3

Why wouldn't you open ur freaking mind??

Go have a ride with friends, you say i becoming samseng.

Go pasar malam, you say oni crazy ppl go out at night.

Go online, you say i stick to the pc all the time.

Go sms, you say im wasting ur damn money.

Go gymnastic, you say im wasting my study time.




SO WHAT THE FUCK YOU WAN ME TO DO NOW ?!

wan me to reach home then start reading until i sleep??

like a fucking nerd who wear ultimately thick glasses??

you made me feel like a prisoner.

i got my own life okay?

FUCKING OLD FASHIONED FAMILY SERIOUSLY PISSED MY SHYT OFF !

are you fucking telling me to leave my girl??



PLEASE HAVE A FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE CRITICIZING


bitch !