dear edison, ure juz so unimportant that everyone is totally forgotten about it.

dear readers. (if and only if there's reader of this dead blog)

Im really sorry that i didnt make any new post.

I might be telling ppl tat im feeling lazy to post.

But honestly, its because i dont have the strength to move on.

Im stucked in my own illusion world, thinking that i still do have the chance for my wish.

Thx for the patience to wait new post. (if u actually do)

dear readers,

im 17 tis year which means the 17th years with my family. However, everytime i point out my opinion in anything, they will only ignore or reject them.
One good situation that can be use as example :

My family always ask me what i wanna do after my spm.in the year 2010 i replied them with a "duno". And when it comes to year 2011, i told them i wanna take sport sc. They said NO and question me with "how are you gonna earn for your living??". Weeks later i told them steward. They ask why choose to become a waiter.
Lastly i told them i want event organiser and they proudly say dont ever think about it.

What they expect me to do is some job which is professional n earn a lot a lot of money and so my dad suggested me to take ict degree.
He says that since i love gaming so much, i can spend more time in gaming with that job too.

I dont blame him, in fact my whole family thinks that too.

But here's my confession i really hope that i got the courage to tell them.

1. I never love gaming actually. They might think i love them because i used to spent all my time on pc. But they did not know why am i spending my time with it.

2. I didnt expect to earn a lot a lot money n b some kind of rich bastard. Im happy enough to have sufficient income and continue living.

3. Im nt a person who love professional jobs like doc, lawyer etc etc. Im someone ordinary that love being out-going and enjoys traveling around.

It is so heartbrokening disappointing to know that my own family misunderstood me for so long
P/s : many people always ask me why am i so quiet and cool. Now i think the answer were told in this confession (:

btw, wads P/s stands for??

LaLaLaaa~~

Like the LEE said, i should revive this blog.

so i'll blog about my daily routine as the LEE suggested me to, after knowing that my daily routine sucks like HELL.

so, here I start :

go to school = lazy as hell

in school = boring as hell

come back home = lonely like hell

go tuition = dreaming like hell

go home again =sleepy as hell

and the goes the next day = SAME HELL

conclusion : IM IN HELL !

So instead of asking ppl to go hell, I'll just say : COME HERE !


So, I've fulfill-ed the request by LEE, to update this DEAD blog ;D


its time to publish this damn post and hit the X at top right of my screen !

BYE :D

i wonder during the year 20xx,

which is when im married and have my own kidz,

will i tell them how i met their HOT mother??

yea...i know...


i know....



i know that i dont even hold the most unimportant position in your heart.

i feel vry sorry to say this but...

I really do feel and think that i got no true friends..

Deeply sry to those who are offended