why do i feeling like our distance is getting further n further??




or maybe its just tat i think too much??




FUCKING BRAIN OF MINE !!

The feeling of grabbing my own gf is so f*cking gooooooooooooooood~~~

well, where do i start??

hmm...

woke up early...went for choir ONE FRIGGIN HOUR EARLIER

so i took a walk at school for 2 rounds...n guess wad??oni 10 minutes gone...

damn...sit at canteen alone for another half an hour until other member came..

so time starts to fly..

went taman tenaga have lunch with choir members..

courage and discourage started having big big fight in me..

finally the courage won and i held her hand ^^

teman her to martin...made sure she is safe for a journey...

then oni got no worry ^^

nv peng you..wo ai ni ^^


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well well well...

after tat went to kaki corner for kee shin's bday...

yahooooooooooooooooo~

had fun joking and laughing and eating...

oh yea...me, boon and foong went on stage to sing for kee shin...how sweet we are...so sad kok ming didnt join us for the singing...

however, great time we had...

we even ordered 1 bucket of beer which contains 4 bottle of carlsberg..

first time in my life tat i drank 1 and half bottle...

the feeling of after drinking??

ears effing hot...face like bengkak...eyeballs effing red...

and lastly everything i see is floating...

when we wanna pay bill tat time the boss free us 1 more bottle which means we handle-ed 5 bottle of carlsberg.how cool is tat for 16 year old youngsters??

then balik rumahhhhh....facebookkkkkkk...msnnnnnnnnnn.....tidurrrrrrrrrr....

hehe...love today.





26/6/2010, Saturday - The day that I must not forget

ooo...i didnt know this is oredy the 100 + 1 post eh??

well...

i was wondering...

god gav me her which makes me feeling very happy..yea i admit im seriously happy that i never expected tat would be the answer for my request..SERIOUSLY HAPPY GODDAMNIT!

but why...

why...do i still trapped in some depressing mood??

why...do i still feeling lonely??

why...cant i be a cheerful guy, holding her and enjoy our time??

why...ppl still asking me why am i being so emo??



questions tat i couldnt answer....

i always thought tat she changed me..

but guess i was wrong..

the one that nit to put effort on changing me is myself..

looks like i nit more strength for it..

dear readers, lend me your strength, will ya?

My mom juz blamed me for her own mistake. FML !!!

Went for study group but ended up enjoying ourselves =__=

I dont know what to write here =X

Bertindak pada 4 June 2010...

Mendapat hasil pada 5 June 2010..

This 2 days is the best days i ever had omg...

I WILL NOT WILL NOT WILL NOT WILL NOT WILL NOT GONNA FORGET !!!

with love, <3

today performance was a success...but still im not happy because i failed.. :(