ooo...i didnt know this is oredy the 100 + 1 post eh??

well...

i was wondering...

god gav me her which makes me feeling very happy..yea i admit im seriously happy that i never expected tat would be the answer for my request..SERIOUSLY HAPPY GODDAMNIT!

but why...

why...do i still trapped in some depressing mood??

why...do i still feeling lonely??

why...cant i be a cheerful guy, holding her and enjoy our time??

why...ppl still asking me why am i being so emo??



questions tat i couldnt answer....

i always thought tat she changed me..

but guess i was wrong..

the one that nit to put effort on changing me is myself..

looks like i nit more strength for it..

dear readers, lend me your strength, will ya?